damn it...

trying 2 forgive u..but it needs time..i went 2 scul for my exam dis morning..quite difficult, i hav no revised my lessons bfore ...felt regreted...from dis second i will try hard to get a better outlook...can i ???

poker..shit>>

"out of difficulties, makes a miracle ..i learnt dis short poesy in a hong kong movie..always remind me 2 hav a positive mind,but someone is trying to spoil my aspiration..u made me nearly fall out wif my bro...i wish 2 end up our friendship but i noe i couldnt do so..n yet, ur retribution is coming soon.u must endure it..since now on i will behave u dis bastard..

dejected ...

somethings happen on today ...it cause me so dejected..i hav helped u so much bfore but once u get it ..u cause trouble n paining to me.. u made me fall out wif my gud bro..i swear u must pay for ur GREAT JOB!!..n u will feel it ..u r my mood spoiler..u must pay me for a long long time ...although u r my gud frenz..

boom.n.pow~~~

well,thr were oso nothing happen on today...i m reli fatigued cos i slept at 4am last night...blur blur wole day..dis afternoon i went 2 my villa n enjoyed my tea break at thr..reli nice.going to london dis november ..waiting awfully...nothing happen,nothing to do,idling for whole day..govourment should reduce de time of holiday cos reli stifling at home..SHIT!!!

solitary...

tired for dis type of life..boring ..vexing>>> shit!!!!all my frenz went 2 kk ..juz left me in tawau..nothing happen today..24 hours at home nothing 2 do..exam is coming but hav no mood 2 revise my lessons..

enjoyable...

today was an enjoyable day for me n........something happens on me..but it was a secret.my frenz went 2 climb mount kinabalu..they hav gone for 3 days.. zzz felt a bit lonely so i pay attention on my lessons hope can get better result then bfore..my mum n bro are going bac 2 tawau from london tonight..waiting for my presents.achievement always come wif waiting...

extremely tired day...zzzz

Day by day..today is 25 october ..its getting de end of dis year . i woke up at around 10am dis morning,i went 2 town for my breakfast.somethings happen....tat was my driver received a saman ..SHIT!!!sunday still got a lot of traffic police.my driver argued wif de police but de police say tat my driver n me didnt fasten de safety belt finally he gave us a saman wif about rm 300.but dis didnt affect my mood. v went 2 de sang nyuk mian thr n enjoyed it..i felt very absent minded bcos of i slept at 3am last night.i went for my PA tution dis afternoon..v hav 2 shut up for 2 hours.it made me bcome more tired n depresssed. when i bac 2 home,, my dad forced me 2 revised my lessons,juz like living in hell i done it reluctantly.shit!!!

meaningless...

i woke up at 10am dis morning n felt blur blur==nothing 2 do so i revised some of de subjects like science..commerce n oso economics. i went 2 SPA canteen n hav my lunch at thr wif mr frenz. i saw some leng lui student oso having their lunch at thr ,,,v finished our lunch in about half an hour after tat v went 2 de pearl tee shop n buy few cups of peal tee..sudddenly i saw a fren was dating wif a unknown boy..luckily they didnt saw us.. dis afternoon i went 2 play golf..wow!!!! thr were a lot of players frm kl playing golf at thr..n i oso saw some nice girl teaching by de coach..today my coach has fall sick so i play myself de weather was not so hot so i played for about three hours...i ate a lot of food during my dinner...after my dinner i began 2 think of myself...how should i do if i cannot pass my final exam ..???give up my study??? go for work???or continue my study at another school???maybe juz an illusion.. tell myself dun be so worry...but dis can make me insomnia..

one of de player swinging her iron..

ordinary...

As usual i went 2 town n looking for a coffee shop 2 hav my breakfast..after tat i went 2 eastern plaza n met up wif my frenz. v went 2 Promenade hotel n walked into de smoking room. thr were 2 smokers in de room before v enter..v say hi 2 them n v sit down..jack wif me bought a super big size cigar n v oso ate some cheese cake, taste very gud. v finished de super big size cigar wif about one hour n half...quite long time. after tat v went 2 pay for de bill..wow!!!!!about rm300 but v still felt happyy coz v seldom do like tat..dis afternoon i went 2 practise my golf swing..but i cant concentrate 2 de ball my coach blamed at me i feel so shame at tat moment but finally i hav succesed 2 hit de white ball. tonight i went 2 my bm tution..quite boring at thr. suddenly someone made some jokes n made us laugh loudly..lastly de tution hav finish..juz an ordinary day..

Addicted human

what can i do now .....?

walk alone ...

live alone...

sleep alone...

travel alone...

home alone...

hopeless.....

felt tired 2 fall asleep...

boring wif dis type of life...

frustrated...

money is not de all...

full of satirize...

juz music can let me slacken.